I want the “yes” of the creature, and for her to be available, like
soft wax, for whatever I want to make of her. Even more, you must know that
before calling her definitively to live in my Volition, I call her every now and then,
I strip her of everything, I make her undergo a sort of judgment, because in my
Will there are no judgments – things remain fully confirmed with Me. Judgment is
outside of my Will (March, 6 1919, Vol 12).